Chord HAPPY - NF

[Intro]
G..

Em    C
 dear God, please
G               D
 hear me out, i know it's been
         Em
a couple years
      C
since i've reached
G                D
 out and said hello,
                  Em
i bet you're wondering

    C
why i keep
G                 D
 obsessing on and stressing all
           Em
the little things
     C
when i should be
G                D
 living life and soaking up
        Em
the memories..

       C
i know i've been
         G
selfish, i have
     D                     Em
no excuse to give you it's true
        C
hanging by a
             G
thread's how i live
             D
i don't know why but
                   (Em)
i feel more comfortable

[Reff]
 Em         C
  livin' in my agony
             G
 watching my self-esteem
          D
 go up in flames acting
        Em
 like i don't
              C
 care what anyone else thinks
             G
 when i know truthfully
                 D
 that that's the furthest thing
 from how i

 Em
  feel but i'm
     C
 too proud to open up and ask ya
 G                  D
  to pick me up and pull me out
                       Em
 this hole i'm trapped in
                      C
 the truth is, i need help,
                     G
 but i just can't imagine
         D
 who i'd be if i was happy

Em
 yeah, been this way so long,
         C
it feels like something's off
when i'm not depressed
      G
i got some issues that i won't address
      D
i got some baggage i ain't opened yet
      Em
i got some demons i should put to rest
      C
i got some traumas that i can't forget
      G
i got some phone calls i been avoidin'
         D
some family members i don't really connect with

            Em
some things i said
i wish i would of not let slip
         C
some hurtful words
that never should of left my lips
         G
some bridges burned,
i'm not ready to rebuild yet
       D
some insecurities
i haven't dealt with, yes
            Em
i'll be the first to admit
that i'm a lonely soul
        C
and the last to admit
i need a hand to hold
  G
losing hope headed down a dangerous road
D
strange, i know
but i feel most at home when i'm

[Reff]
 Em         C
  livin' in my agony
             G
 watching my self-esteem
          D
 go up in flames acting
        Em
 like i don't
              C
 care what anyone else thinks
             G
 when i know truthfully
                 D
 that that's the furthest thing
 from how i

 Em
  feel but i'm
     C
 too proud to open up and ask ya
 G                  D
  to pick me up and pull me out
                       Em
 this hole i'm trapped in
                      C
 the truth is, i need help,
                     G
 but i just can't imagine
         D
 who i'd be if i was happy

Em C                           G
   don't know what's around the bend
D                        Em
don't know what my future is
    C                     G  D
but i can't keep on livin' in

[Reff]
 Em         C
  livin' in my agony
             G
 watching my self-esteem
          D
 go up in flames acting
        Em
 like i don't
              C
 care what anyone else thinks
             G
 when i know truthfully
                 D
 that that's the furthest thing
 from how i

 Em
  feel but i'm
     C
 too proud to open up and ask ya
 G                  D
  to pick me up and pull me out
                       Em
 this hole i'm trapped in
                      C
 the truth is, i need help,
                     G
 but i just can't imagine
         D
 who i'd be if i was happy

[Outro]
Em C G D
                if i was happy
        Em C G D
                if i was happy