Chord drunk text - Henry Moodie

C
5th of november..
                  Em
when i walked you home..
            Am
that's when i nearly said it
                               F
but then said "forget it", and froze..

         C
do you remember..?
             Em
you probably don't..
            Am
'cause the sparks in the sky
took a hold of your eyes
          F    -G
while we spoke..

C
yesterday, drank way too much
           Am
and stayed up too late

started to write what
   Dm
i wanna say deleted the message
    G
but i still remember it said..

[Reff]
   C
 i wish i was who you drunk texted
    Em
 at midnight wish i was the reason
      Dm
 you stay up till 3 and you can't fall asleep
 F                   G
 waiting for me to reply..

   C
 i wish i was more than just someone
     Em
 you walk by wish i wasn't scared
       Dm
 to be honest and open instead of just hoping
       F                       Fm
 you'd feel what i'm feeling inside..

          C
april the 7th..
                Em
and nothing has changed..
     Am
it's hard to get by
                                   F
when you're still on my mind every day..

            C
sometimes i question..
                Em
if you feel the same..?
      Am
do we make stupid jokes,
tryna hide that we're both
     F          G
too afraid.. to say..

[Reff]
   C
 i wish i was who you drunk texted
    Em
 at midnight wish i was the reason
      Dm
 you stay up till 3 and you can't fall asleep..
 F                   G
 waiting for me to reply..

   C
 i wish i was more than just someone
     Em
 you walk by wish i wasn't scared
       Dm
 to be honest and open instead of just hoping
       F                       Fm
 you'd feel what i'm feeling inside..

Dm
oh, and here we go again
    G
destroying myself to keep a friend
Em
hiding away 'cause i was afraid
          F  F-Em
you'd say no..
  Dm
i wonder if i cross your mind
G
half as much as you do mine
     Em
if i tell you the truth,
what will i lose?
         F   Fm
i don't know..

Reff end :
   C
 i wish i'd sent you that drunk text
    Em
 at midnight i was just scared
          Dm
 it would ruin our friendship
 but i really meant it
   F                      Fm
 i wonder how you would reply..