Chord Run Away From MySelf - Citizen Soldier

Chord ♫ Citizen Soldier
"Run Away From MySelf"

         Am
i didn't grow up
             -G      F
in an abusive home i am one..
              Am
i've tried to leave this sour place
 -G        F
a thousand times..

         Am
from the start i've made
        -G       F
self-sabotage my anthem..
           Am
like being who i am
            -G     F
is self-harm in disguise..

                Am
cause something deep inside me is broken
i'm not allowed to feel a thing
      G
every loving word means nothing
i'm obsessed with suffering
       Am
lately thinking feels like cutting
every thought's a razor blade
(if only i had someone else to blame)

[Reff]
 Am                F
  wish i could runaway
                     C
 from myself, from myself
                   G/B
 but there is no escape
 when you're the prison cell..

 Am                F
  wish i could runaway
                     C
 from myself, from myself
                    G
 i plead for better days
 but get thrown back in hell..
 (hell, hell, hell)

Am -G F
       wish i could runaway from myself..
Am -G F
       wish i could runaway from myself..

        Am
who the hell can forgive my sins,
 -G          F
i wrote this gospel..
           Am
stuck in a cage of skin
           -G      F
that always will remind me..

             Am
that all the alcohol
               -G       F
can't numb this i'm the bottle..
           Am
i'll never change cause the chemicals
    -G         F
will change my mind..

[Reff]
 Am                F
  wish i could runaway
                     C
 from myself, from myself
                   G/B
 but there is no escape
 when you're the prison cell..

 Am                F
  wish i could runaway
                     C
 from myself, from myself
                    G
 i plead for better days
 but get thrown back in hell..
 (hell, hell, hell)

F G                                Am
   wish i could runaway from myself..
Am
 wish i could runaway..
-G                F
  cause something deep inside me is broken
i'm not allowed to feel a thing
      G
every loving word means nothing
i'm obsessed with suffering
       Am
lately thinking feels like cutting
every thought's a razor blade
if only i had someone else to blame..

Int. Am..F Am..F

[Reff]
 Am                F
  wish i could runaway
                     C
 from myself, from myself
                   G/B
 but there is no escape
 when you're the prison cell..

 Am                F
  wish i could runaway
                     C
 from myself, from myself
                    G
 i plead for better days
 but get thrown back in hell..
 (hell, hell, hell)

[Outro]
Am -G F
                 Am
        i didn't grow up
                     -G      F
        in an abusive home i am one..